[monochromatic summer sunshine]

2nd week

2006-06-02T16:37:00.000+08:00

i dunno if any of you even missed me or what.. but here are some points/things you ought to know now.

+i started freshman"ship" last May 22. i think it's cool :P
+that i have 7 subjects / 19 units.
+a Com.Arts major.
+i removed that summer lay-out. can't find time to make a new one yet. sori
+i'll rant more sometime later.

life here is taft... now i know what kuya earl has been saying all this time.

peace.

better pack my books

2006-05-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

once again.. i did yet another informal hiatus.. typical me, and i have the reasons to back up my absence:

+we lost our interet. the software of our audio device conflicted with that of the modem. pretty weird, huh? but that's it
+i really lost the interest to put up something here... no interest = no update

it's been weeks since i last connected, to think it's already may.. my oh my, hehe. and i only have three more weeks to savor the last drops of summer sunshine. on may 22, i'm leaving batangas (yey.) to begin my first collegiate year and still, the idea of the whole situation isn't sinking in me. i really dunno, carefree mode!

i'm here at lipa, in a compu shop... i did some errands for both me and my parents... i'm too kind!! ^_^

i really can't tell much in this post. you can't just go blabbering about things in the prying eyes of those passing by behind me... but one thing's for sure, in this past few days, i realized that the greatest joy i life can be found in simple things like playig bingo with your cousins or shopping in Tutuban with your ate. Wala lang, natutuwa lang ako sa bagay na iyon.

By the way, i'll still be out for some time, should this lay-out be not changed til the last week of May, well... i'll turn my site down muna.

mis y'all + peace <33

a blog's worth

2006-04-14T07:59:00.000+08:00

i guess, i have to follow the suit... right? (note: avis, camyl... you inspired me to do this.)

o, and by the way, avis, i got IT. thanks.

here i go...

according to wikipedia

A blog (or weblog) is a website in which messages are posted and displayed with the newest at the top. Like other media, blogs often focus on a particular subject, such as food, politics, or local news. Some blogs function as online diaries. A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, web pages, and other media related to its topic. Since its appearance in 1995, blogging has emerged as a popular means of communication, affecting public opinion and mass media around the world. [1]

Blogs can be hosted by dedicated blog hosting services, or they can be run using blog software on regular web hosting services.

so that's it, technically.. but what is blogging?

for me, it's just a form of escapism - this kind of resort where you relentlessly rant all about yourt life. sometimes, it turns into an addiction (note: camyl - a harmless vice), you can't help but type all your life away. me? i like to blog, i can practice my "poor" lay-outing skills, i can also brush up my language.. although i make typos and grammar errors at times, it's all worth it when people tag in or comment on my posts. i gives me a sense of accomplishment - that i have been doing something and others appreciate it. to blog means to live, it gives me this funny feeling whenever i browse through my previous archives and posts as they retell me all the adventures/mishaps i had, sometimes, even giving me a peek on how much have this 'arik' who wrote this old post matured to the 'arik' that was reading it. blogging gives you a reason to stay literally HOURS online.

if it not my for dear weblog, i couldn't have met wonderful people, people who are just like me - we are the same, yet we still have this 'differences' that make us unique. finally, blogging makes me be, well, me.

!--o crap, i was browsing on cbs, WARNING!! SPOILER AHEAD!!!--!

my bet, LAKE & MICHELLE got the cut.. darn.

so back to the blogging issue.
however, there's one thing you must keep in mind. blogs are basically online journals, PEOPLE SEE WHAT YOU TYPE, NO NONSENSE, STRAIGHTFORWARD --- there are things that you rather keep in yourself. remember, people SEE what you JOT, it's just not right to put on your deepest sentiments.

~~it's like selling your soul to satan.~~

if only i could talk to my blog, i'll thank it for being their for me.. haha. makes no sense at all, nevermind then

peace.

eight o-clock

2006-04-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

i'm getting fond of these surveys... numerous people have been sending me these, so i gave it a try. it's quite true in my own POV. look

Arik, your true color is Orange!

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

Your true color is Orange!

What's Your True Color?

Brought to you by Tickle

urban hermit

2006-04-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

i was flippin' over the blogs when i found this at trixie's blog. thanks gurl!

arik --

[noun]:

A hermit living in the big city

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

uhh... i'll soon move into manila anyway, so it kinda make's sense. i'm not old though, put a strikethrough in that word please.

tissue paper

2006-04-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

all this time, i was quite busy. weh, i think i've gone 'hyper mode' again for the past 36 hours or so... here are the reasons:

1 - class outing
yep, we had one and it was one unforgetable experience. too bad i didn't have a chance to capture those in ~~my digicam~~, o yea right, i don't have one (yet). we had it at casa (note: formerly villa) corazon. owned by cocoi's family. it's a good thing that they did, because ITS FOR FREE!! well, almost. thanks cocoi!

2 - graduation
still can't believe that i've already graduated along with 628 others at de la salle lipa last april 3. darn. i'm lookin gforward for college from this point on. to all those who witnessed my life at highschool - teachers, friends, janitors, blackboard, thesis - thank you.

3 - sunburn
i have one now, darn sun. hehe. i hate it when my skin darkens after swimming. it's like i'm shifting from one nationality to another, so much exaggeration! darn that sun, again. no worries though, dark is beautiful. LOL

4 - new lay-out
it's pretty obvious that i have a new one. i got inspired for the theme after noticing that some of my fellow bloggers are putting summer up in their own blogs. hey, why can't i?

5 - *sniff*
i got cold after the class outing. i think a had too much swimming that i had one. my new best friend is with me, and it's name is tissue paper. i love my best friend. LOL

[insert the most nostalgic title here]

2006-04-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

after four gruesome years of burning the midnight oil for the sake of studying, it all ends here tomorrow - graduation. i can't believe that everything in high school is now up for the curtain call. never will i seat with the same classmates again. never will again i ask the same teachers for clarifications on how to get things right. never will i walk the same surroundings as i work my way to college again. darn. to all those who are with me in these endeavor, thank you. high school life would not have been these memorable if you were not with me, guys!

random thoughts
1. nosy, ~~noisy~~ cousins
2. the "D" card
3. Nelly Furtado - Try
4. ironing the toga
5. paolo's cheesy blog. peace
6. taho, still not getting any
7. looking for the pma doll to give to mykel
8. jiaan @ pma
9. froshie(ate lian, thanks!) na ako!!

i would like to "seize" this opportunity to thank my classmates. 44 minds, 1 heart. 44 personalities, 1 class... jb44. <33

jude- my dearest best friend. pero 'di mo talaga ako i-tratong best friend) LOL. thanks for everything (note: we have blessed diplomas! LOL again)
aaron (uplb)- papa "EY", for all the suplado attitude towards me, i really appreciate it.
jordan (ust)- thanks for the four years we've shared in jeeps/buses/tricycles. sa lahat ng napag-usapan natin tuwing nauwi tayo, marami akong natutunan, kaya naman, salamat.
jiaan (pma)- eventhough you are in baguio already, you taught me to fight for your own dream, never let anything to stand in your way. thanks for all the corny jokes. we'll surely miss you 4thcls Jiaan Dominguez
migy (uplb)- you may never realize it but you changed my life. being real and tru to yourself is the most important thing, love yourself to be able to love everyone else. thanks
pat (ateneo)- true. memories are worth keeping. pat, you are the living proof that life is easy, tinuro mo sa 'kin in some way not to tackle life with haste. and with that said, thanks.
raefee (dlsl)- danz raemart. from being the #1 arik-hater to being arik's true friend. thank you for making me realize that i have changed, if not, matured in some way. for all the laftrips and sessions on the phone that would take hours to finish, lots of thanks.
pao (updil)- pao, you have been there for me most of the times. sorry for not being there to return the favor you brought to me. for all the memories - not letting me copy during the bio test, rooting for you and romero and for the danz freaks days - you've been part of those persons i can't afford to lose. iba ka talaga!
daren (ust)- i've known you only for a year, i've seen you transform from the most hated person in the class to the most flexible and approachable kind of guy, and i admire you for that
james (ateneo)- big bro! thanks for all the kakulitan (A.D.H.D. boys for life!), you have achieved so much yet you've been able to keep your feet on the ground - one thing i'm still trying to learn. for all the ragnarok sessions or simply laftrips we had, thanks.
chamie (upm)- thanks for all the "LOL" sa ym. i'll never forget all the corny jokes. we'll see each other again... dear roommate!
rev (uplb)- tsk tsk aba, rev andyan ka pala! kahit paano eh nagkakilanlan din tayo nung level 7. it's a good thing that we're back on the same circle before the highschool ended. salamat
matt (updil)- you would have been the "best-bud" character if there would be a novel of my life. for all the girl hunting(hehe)+nasty chats+guys stuff and everything in between. so thankful. gawd, you're so angelic. haha
anton (dlsu)- co-p.a., thanks for trusting me with all your problems. sana nakatulong ang lahat ng sinabi ko
mykel (upm)- our dearest meyer! (note: mayor = class president) thanks for all the considerations you have given to me. to me, you are the living version of existentialism - that is, to stand for one's decision in life. you really did, and i've been browsing my notes on filipino. still <3>si meg, i fought her so many times yet i loved the way we ended up befriending each other all over again... and again... thanks for that
avis (dlsu)- my dearest sis. words cannot express what you really mean to me. more than a sister, i say. you've been there when it seems that nobody will be. from our silly childplay to adolescent obstacles, we try to face them together.. we rock, we really do
auderz (updil)- my auderz! what i like about her is that she doesn't realize that she's so good looking and it helps her to keep her feet on the ground. patay na patay nga ako sa buhok nito eh. thanks for all the lucban experience.. i'll surely miss your trademark 'aww'. we'll see eacj other again. the hell, we have blogs.. anyway.
mavic (ateneo)-sis.. 'mind your manners!' i really adore her modesty and sense of being o so conservative. more like an ideal woman, mabait pero medyo kalog.. hehe. let's go hiking sometime, ok?
polin (upm)- polz, hmmm... THESIS MATE! thanks for all the moments we shared all this year. sana gumala tayo palagi pag nasa taft ave. na tayo, ok?
ana (ust)-my kalog friend. she's proved me that first impressions don't last, in jb44 layman terms, lahhsststs. i didn't like her that much during the start of the classes.it only took the time to know her to see kung sino talaga sya salamat.
kaycee (upm)- si cute!! thanks for being there for me to listen to all my senseless ranta... so many thanks
lynette (?/dlsl)-ito na ang pinakamalanding tao sa buong ~~mundo~~ klase ng jb44.
darl (dlsu-dasma)-no comment, baka kasi lagyan ng malisya nung iba... hay.. tsk tsk. darl simply taught me that things can wait. like pat, she implored to me the values of not taking things to fast. for all the things we had shared, i trully appreciate it. i'm okay, salamat ng marami
madaine (?/dlsl)-my dear wife, she's been there for me during our role playing days. now i have to file our divorce papers in the trail court. hehe, good luck with all your choices.
jezza (uplb)-ewwwwwwww... yak.. jezza lojo, thanks for being my kaasaran, alam kong naiinis ka na talaga sa akin. and thanks for keeping up with it. yak ka jezza. peace
ruby (madox college)-ruby, THESIS MATE #2. thanks for all the foolishness we had together. thanks for letting me borrow your perfume, i had one that smells almost the same as yours. i just broke it -_-. hehe
k-ann (?/dlsl)-k-ann! the funny friend. she always finds a way to create this kwela atmosphere in the classroom, i will never forget her irresistable trademark laugh, nyaha-ha-ha-ha.
jeanelle (updil)-jeanelle, or should i say jeneli as one of our teachers would say so. thanks for being such a nice classmate. go go accountancy! maybe, four years from now, we could end up on the same company to work on as CPAs. *hopes*
vernix (?/ust)-anak! one thing i cannot forget is the jeepney ride on the way home from tanauan to lipa. you shared to me so much of yourself that i couldn't believe how i judged you in the first place. thanks for the understanding.
yvonne (dlsl)-birdie, she's been, for me, the closest girl-friend (not the gf) a typical guy could ever have. fun to be with, >masayahin, emo minsan, but at the end of the day, she will leave you with a smile in her face. thanks for everything!
cocoi (st. paul)-coi, one thing i'll miss when someone speaks about her is her eyes. yep, those big, circular eyes of hers. haha, dunno, thanks for everything. andamot mo talaga sa peanut brittle. LOL
krist (dlsu)-words can't express my sentiments for the intergalactic, ultraelectro magnetic CHAMP. thanks for being there to complete every inch of class jb44. *bows*
amabelle (?/dlsl)-belle, thanks for everything. sa lahat ng ating laftrip pag magkatabi tayo, sobrang na-appreciate ko 'yun.
trix (dlsu)-ewww, it's trixie. since level 8, i've tried to treat you as one of my best friends. eventhough we're not talking about so much crap to get us any closer, you being ther for me already completes the day. thanks for all, o and, look forward for more pang-aasar at dlsu. hehe
angelica (?/dlsl)-si kabit. thanks for all the under the table connections with you against my wife, madaine. thanks
camyl (updil)-kulbit... thanks for all the corny pranks that follewed whenever i'm in the class room. i'll never forget all the help you've given to me, esp. my lay out in my blog! haha, i'll miss you. but i know that you'll only be just a tag/twxt message away.
mina (ateneo)-mina! lagi niya akong napapag-abutan ng lahat ng negative entities that she intends to unleash. haha, but i love her still. thanks for being there for me, although sometimes you really bring those goosebumps to me when you shout. hehe, mind your temper, my friend. bluer skies, greener pasteurs. LOL
charmz (?)-anak #2! thanks for all the sharing we had.. i.p. sessions! haha. keep in mind that you'll always have a good looking (weh) father, somewhere down the road. haha
melai (?)-my manga friend. thanks for all the fun chats we had online. reiforeversoul, haha, i'll remeber that. the next time i see anime somewhere, i'll simply remember ONE person... you.
nikki (?/dlsl)-anak #3. thanks for everything. period.
aira (csb)-whenever i need load, i know that it's going to be a text away to you. thanks for everything... hope to see you in taft ave.
trish (dlsu)-[yey! at last, i'm done]trishkiepepzki, haha. thanks for being frank to me, it helped me realized how much i needed an attitude make-over, and i hope you saw my effort. see you in dlsu! more crazy adventures!! hehe

at sa lahat ng taong 'di ko nabanggit. higit pa sa mga salita ang pasasalamat ko sa inyo.

peace.

hacienda.

2006-03-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

no entry

2006-03-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

one milestone achieved: go to manila ALONE.. how?

wake up call
5:05am.. argh. woke up. ok nothing to worry about. pupunta lang ako sa manila... NG MAG-ISA. gawd. bath + bihis + kain + ready the requirements = ready to go. bye-bye house..

the long and lonely road to manila
hay.. na-bore ako. walang mp3 player. buti na lamang at pinahiram ako ng ina ko ng cp upang maka-text sina matt, mykel at james. salamat (by the way.. na-coma ang cp kong maganda. kaya naman wala ulit akong co for sometime.)

kung si mina may choice, ako rin
eto na... i'm sure na: dlsu. yep. no more questions on how or why. basta. loyalista mode!

rm. 137
so yun, punta ako dun... nag-confirm ng slot. report card? check. letter of acceptance? check. statement of responsiblities? check. yung isa pang letter? check. yung nasa magazine na reply card? f*ck. naiwan ko... pero sabi ni mrs. kikuchi (nice surname) eh.. sa enrollment na lang daw. *whew*

hello, manang paulina!
ok, natapos ko na yung confirmation sa school. time to check kung ano yung titirahan namin (namin. - referring to chamie+mykel+ako). iyon... ~~may matitirhan na kami. thank krist. maglilipat na lang kami sa june. ako naman sa may 22. mas una ako eh~~ patay, as in patay talaga. wala akong titirahan... puno pa ang meryville. sana lang eh lumuwag siya :fingers crossed:

gil puyat ave.
na-realize ko na nag-aksaya lang ako ng php12 sa pagsakay ng LRT (note: mag-isa!) dahil isa lang daw na station ang tinawid ko. weh, saves lot of time + effort! 'lol'

wala lang
ayun, so umuwi na ako... grabe ulit... na-bore nanaman ako. ngunit naaliw din sa katabi kong lalaki/bading(?) na naglo-lol yung ulo. as in... lolling 360 degrees! haha (note: currently dicussing about the fake 'ana' sa ym... lol guys!) tapos ayun... taft ave. -> pasay(?) -> slex -> turbina -> sto. tomas -> tanauan -> malvar -> lipa -> cuenca -> bahay!

pt.2
kala ko nga eh tapos na ang adventure, hindi pa pala. tinungo ko ang lipa w/ ma + ate. dun ko nalaman na wala nang pag-asa ang aking cp. T_T . kumain ng coffee jelly at pizza melt.. yum.

yun... ito ang buhay ko... nadagdag ko sa utak ko na..
+wag kang tatanga-tanga
+boring ang byahe 'pag nag-iisa
+UNLESS my music/entertainment kang kasama
+madaming meztisa/chinoy sa dlsu
+swerte ako sapagkat ka-schoolmate ko si krist
+lugi ako sa LRT
+wag kang aakyat sa hagdan pag sinabing "no entry"
+mainit sa maynila
+ilagay ang bag sa harap
+be alert
+(muntik nang maipit yung paa ko ng taxi) wag ulit tatanga-tanga
+si manang paulina ay may "mother-image"
+at marami pang iba...

msgs
word out to:
[camyl] - ang astig talaga ng 'dahilan - b. almalbis'. dahil dito, ako ay nagka-DAHILAN... lol
[polz+coi+magz] - ansaya ng 'pekeng-ana' sesions natin
[pao] - ambilis mo naman magpalit ng lei-out. kasi naman, bago ka pa... tatamarin ka rin.. haha! wag kayong gagawa ng kung akung himala ni matthew dyan! wala ako eh.. haha!

notice:
kung sinong may "D" reply card (yung kasama sa magazine na binigay kasama nung test result), kung nde niyo gagamitin ay akin na lang... salamat

peace.

one tree hill

2006-03-25T18:55:00.000+08:00

there are six billion people in the world.
six billion souls.
but sometimes...
all you need is ONE

(na-tempt ako... sorry paologon)

sana.. sana lang... ikaw na yun.. pero, ewan ko talaga

and now, the graduates of class jb44

2006-03-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

yep. finally.. gragraduate na!! pero maraming nangyari bago dumating yung unang practice.

freed from my med
tapos na ang intake ko ng ciprobay (measurement: 500mg).. buti naman. almost back to normal na ang lahat.

grad prac... FALSE ALARM
nagpunta ako sa school. una kong napuntahan ang hacienda.. i saw familiar faces + naka-post na yung awards. sa mga awardees, nobody deserves those awards than you guys do. congrats. haha.

got dvds from mavic (just like heaven + jersey girl). tapos pumunta kami sa bahay nina jiaan. send-off party. PMA siya eh. of course my intermission number courtesy of paologon + ms. j, the immortal adviser. haha

bumalik sa school tapos... registration sa umpokan (something re: ~~internet~~ online connections for the future "alumni"... kami!)

avis+pao+me... went to paolo's house. tapos nanuod ng serendipity... kaiyak... or rather... kaantok. maybe because of the exhaustion from the day's work.. i fell asleep for about 30 mins., so did avis. tapos umuwi siya tapos tumuloy sa bahay nina jiaan for the sleepover

i'll be there for you - the remembrants
sana maging theme song na natin ito. haha.. maraming nangyari.. needless for me to tell the story, but it fulfilled me + made our bonding tougher. nde lang si jiaan ang malalayo, we can never eat in the same 'quadrangle' again during lunch time (though wala naman ako dun... go "in-betweeners"!). never will we be complete sa mga gala.. kahit nga family pic e di natin nakumpleto. but thanks for filling that missing piece in my high school life. with you guys here with me. i know that i'll never regret staying in la salle lipa.. for it's WORTH IT!! jiaan, kaya mo yan!! we're here for you... together with your family + friends + lahat! ~~wala na akong sasabihin regarding sa mga nangyari~~. dahil 'di ko matiis, eto ang highlights..

1.)pagtatayo ng tent w/ jiaan+polin+vane+trish+ana
2.)walkathon w/ the aforementioned people
3.)grand walkathon with the whole kurix sa airbase feat. "the hangar"
4.)dinner sa bonfire
5.)tribal dance (sikat ang pinoy + kahit pa + pinoy ako)
6.)surprise kay jiaan (~~i'll~~ we'll be there for you)
7.)drama mode pt. 1
8.)polin+vane signed out
9.)drama mode pt. 2
10.)enjoy the view: takbuhan sa golf course
11.)saging game (only ate 2 and PROUD)
12.)trish+ana+kaycee signed out
13.)2am karaoke challenge (note: una akong na-evict kaya naghilamos na ako)
14.)boys ~~night~~ morning out: ji+benj+james+mags+raemart+jordan+mykel+arik
15.)nakatulog dahil sa BORING na a.i.
16.)mohawk hairstyles for all the boys
17.)bid tita+tito farewell and a free ride to the gate c/o jian

hahaha

grad prac.. eto na talaga

na-realize ko na ako ang UNA as in the first person.. to recieve a diploma among the 624(that's what the assistant principal told us, ~~if my memory serves me correctly..~~ rather mind you). then, i'll spend the next 2 hours dozing off as my other batch mates recieve theirs'.

after the first practice... i went w/ paologon to buy him a new simpack! welcome to the globe family... expect 50msgs a day... that's way to normal in the jb44 network! o yea, i went w/ avis+mina+jimmy to watch "shaggy dog". thanks avis for nudging the others when i was being tempted to raise my feet to the chair in the front, did i mention that there's a person seating next to me? thanks mina for being their in my doggy moments, although i allowed some of my hyperactivity out.. you tolerated them. finally to jimmy, thanks for being such a sport. aso ka rin, tandaan mo yan (God, he's so flexible.)

bed!! zZzzZ.......

after two days, i got home.. went in my room and watched just like heaven.. it brought tears in my eyes esp. the scene where reese feared that her life support will be taken away + "the kiss" that brought her back.. *sniff*

then bed session!!
operating hours: 6pm-9pm, 9pm-7am

there...

you don't need a fancy gathering to trully appreciate the company of your friends. you can trully see their true colors through dancing foolishly around a bonfire, watching the dvd serendipity on a room where you eventually fell asleep, or even feeling a little doggy ("barky" - feeling that you want to bark all the time?) after watching a movie. a good friend of mine asked me, "dude, how come i don't have a love life?" answer? i don't need it. i can have that from the people around me, including that guy. a girlfriend? maybe some time later. got a lot of things to do, places to see, things to have... so little time

enough of those italics... ginaya na siya ni paologon... BWAHAHAHA! j/k

U.T.I. (under time's initiative)

2006-03-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm sick.

darn... can't go out.

sana gumaling na ako... masakit eh.
i really miss going to school now that the sunny days are here to stay... waaaaaaaa!! summer na!!!!!

see you on the 22nd!

wag ka ngang magtampo... 'di naman ako galit eh. tampo lang..

revelation 3: 1-4

2006-03-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

i went to my relatives in bauan to sort of take a break... only to get this friggin' bible study from God knows who. anlah, ewan ko ba... anggulo. pero masaya syang pakinggan. i thought that for the very first time, i actually appreciated these "born-again" practices. bible studies. LOL.

wehehehe!!! peace. i miss you guys! kala nyo lang hindi

nahihiya nga ako sa iyo e. laging ikaw yung nandyan para sa akin. kelan kaya ako magiging andyan para sa iyo?

bangag

2006-03-08T07:02:00.000+08:00

yes. i have been bangag for the past 24-48 hours. why? i dunno.

i did a major lay-out overhaul! thanks to avis for lending a hand all through out the experience. special mention to camyl and polin too. i just love green. thus, this idea of the lay out came around. i found some of these brushes from echoica, thanks too camyl once again. well, i'll just post some time later. i must get going to school for this meeting about L7's 'show me'.

kala mo lang madali, hindi naman kasi ikaw ang gumagawa...

finalmente..

2006-03-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

(it.) finally.. (if you remember my good 'ol paroxysme.blogspot)

it was stated there

last week of my highschool life.

what is the essence of being a woman?

thank you polin and ruby for being good groupmates. we did it. it's over

feminism embedded in jane eyre by charlotte bronte

we did good. salamat

ms.nerisse,sir glen,sir villanueva... thank you *bow*

shade the circle that corresponds to your answer

the final finals.

3.1 = trigo+el_fili
3.2 = physics+eco
3.3 = cl+computer

never again...

thank you

ani ga 'ire

thank you ms. j for being such a wonderful adviser.
you will live in our hearts forever.

jb44

mahal ko 'tong klaseng ito

it's ~~over~~. we can still see each other. we'll take our own paths from now on. but that's how life works.

it's inevitable

face it.

into the final stretch

2006-02-27T05:20:00.000+08:00

eto na...

we're down to the final week of our highschool life

can't believe we're in the end
can't believe we're almost there

almost there...

1.)defense
2.)pressure
3.)finals
4.)LORD!

we're almost there

stay with me...

malapit na tayo e,..

upcat

2006-02-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

check it out

tingnan niyo "dito"

good luck

low-batt

2006-02-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

tapos na ang fair
tapos na ang prom
mamaya lang... tapos na ang lahat

sana andyan ka...

palagi ha.

a very late post: RSPC2005

2006-02-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

SORRY!!! our computer (the one that I normally use) crashed. it was only when dad went home and fixed it! can't ask for that from a bro like mine. very bloody useful XD. here it is. a detailed narration of what really happened to us. WARNING!! ~~quite~~ looning post ahead! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! thanks!

1.30.06

morning call
4:31 a.m.
HOUSE
beep beep. ugh, i hate the sound of the alarm clock ringing in my ears, i soon got up and took a bath. ate some breakfast and got dressed (green shirt, white cap? check) kissed my mom good bye and commuted (yes, traveled on a darn jeep) with three big bags that I will use for the whole week. darn

adios 44
1:06 p.m.
HLS
Standing there waiting for the fx to come was very nerve-racking. i do not know what to expect when we get there. took some shot from carmina and krist’s cameras. A little bit sooner, the service arrived. being the only guy (according to ms. latay, the only rose) in the group, I helped kuya joel (the driver) heave my bags plus those of the ladies. We only had few stops on the way. 7-11 lipa, aquabest and a local grocery store somewhere in lucena.

whoa, quezon
FX
traveling toward a totally new province is truly rewarding. there are many scenic spots that you cannot see back here in batangas. the mt. banahaw, the falls, rocks, and LOTS of trees along the way. while in lucena, i opened the tortillos i brought to liven up the boring trip. then started this discussion about nova… anyways, i was seated at the backseat. although very isolating, i found it very comfortable. yung masikip ba?

Paaralang Elementary ng Lucban - 3A
5:34 p.m.
PEL-3A
actually, there were 5 venues. 3 of which are the quarters for the delegates and 2 of which where the competitions and awarding ceremonies would be held. we arrived there and immediately took some shots. can't believe that i'm stuck with VAIN people for a week, krist being the most. then, came the bunch from Batangas Science School (a.k.a BSS, a.k.a back stabbing shiznits) with ma'am roda as their coach. she was very friendly though, and so are the BSS delegates. but that's what we thought. the 5 of us went out and did one incredible thing - solicit in the campus. some got angry, especially when speaking the name of our school. they thought we were the meaning of the word rich. no matter how blinded are they, we wholesomely swallowed all our prides and guess what? php500. another php500 from our pockets and, voila! 1k.

~~fast food~~ dilemma
BAYAN
7:34 p.m.
with our stomachs growling and mouths eager to chew, we went to the bayan. o, did i tell you that there's absolutely NO fast foods in the vicinity. whats the con? no sumptuous burgers for a week. the pro? good food, native ones. delish. we ate at Mustiola's, a house-turned-resto. the dishes? sisig, bola-bola, crepe. *burp*

1.31.06

sore ~~footfeet~~
ON THE ROAD
8:23 a.m.
the parade was tiring, but worth it. coi was able to shut those lipa nationals up. they're so pathetic. honestly, trying damn hard to reach what they can't. it's not that we’re so high. but, anyway. the dialogue goes like this:

bading-na-may-crush-kay-james: uie, gayahin natin ang la salle (gayfully smirks)
kami:...
-in the parade-
bading-na-may-crush-kay-james: (gets a ruler and starts measuring coi's hair) hee, hee.
coi: 27 inches 'yan, NASUKAT KO NA.
bading-na-may-crush-kay-james:...(shy out - gay style)

ha~~

the parade was almost two kilometers. we ended up at the Southern Luzon Polytechnic College (SLPC). the opening ceremonies was BOO... as in BOORING. i almost finished 'adventure island' in game boy before the program finished.

go audrey!
LUCBAN ACADEMY
4:20 p.m.
auderz was first in the chopping board - features: filipino which goes like this: why do we constantly need heroes? while waiting for her, mina noticed a guy making names out of these wires. they were, according to ms. poblete, so cute that we bought for all the teachers back in batangas.

le froge
PEL-3A
9:21 p.m.
it started to rain. ms. noemi ~~noticed~~ smelled something 'stinked'. mapalot daw. emman, the guy cartoonist of BSS checked it out. confirmed, with all the shouts of the girls and shrieks of a gay (btw, there were TONS of gays in the presscon. waa XD) named danvic and shrills of a child named ryza.. yes, there was a frog, near the bed of ms. poblete, a frog. emman started to act to it, i was from the bathroom. i took a bath using what seemed to be a below zero-cold water. brr. anyway, i joined the fun too, i took a broom and hit the table where the poor creature was hiding... "BOO!" i said, nothing happened except i gave a laugh for my lady, and gay, spectators. i just manipulated the frog a little so it moved toward the trash can emman put down to carry the frog outside. success. thanks to audrey's lysol, nothing was left except for the sweet, fresh scent and the laugh it brought to us.

breakfast? hotdog and egg
lunch? afritada and rice
dinner? fish

2.1.06

disorganized, bye nhoeimz
LUCBAN ACADEMY (LA)
7:12 a.m.

stupid commission for the presscon. the schedule was totally rearranged.. most of the competitors were unable to come. and fotunately, i was able to g et inside the LA amidst the bunch of coaches and advisers ensuring their students their support. it was really raining hard, so many were under shades and near the entrance.
the sched?
supposed to be:
7:00 - copyreading (coi's)
8:00 - editorial (mina's and krist's)
9:30 - sportswriting (mine's)
10:00 - photojourn lay-outing

but:
8:00 - copyreading
9:30 - editorial
10:30 - photojourn
11:00 - sportswriting

damn you. the topic on my competition was making a sports analysis on HOW manny pacquiao won the fight against erik morales. i finished at 1:00 p.m. and i was unable to bid ms. poblete farewell :(. i broke my shoe (the right one) and the girls did their shopping.

danvic + cj's
PEL-3A
3:08 p.m.
we returned and the BSS crowd seemed like they abruptly stopped talking about something. must me us. i hate it when they do that. mga plastik ba? ha. poor danvic, he dozed off, and so he became a victim of krist's camera. tsk, tsk. ms. joan replaced ms. poblete and we played CARDS! cards and cards. then i started this..

arik:anung banda ang mahilig sa grapes? e di ubastank
audrey: ugh, and corny

cj's - corny jokes.

bf? tocino
lunch? tinola
dinner? tilapia + balatong... mmm

2.2.06

astig... lucban, astig..
8:09 a.m.
PEL-3A

day four, no competitions meant gala time is here. our room mates, the BSS bunch, has their broadcasting so they were off earlier. they (the presscon people)invited us to watch housemates nene and bob at SLPC but we decided not to waste our time there and enjoy the views at lucban. o yea, i did the shopping spree thing. for just php500 you can buy a LOT already, trinkets that cost php50 here are reduced to php10. we also ate habhab, php2 turon and bought a shirt. "i was there!" it says. lunch time neared but we were already sick of returning back and forth from SLPC-PEL-SLPC (our quarters and the event area) which costs about php7/person. so we decided to dine at the local “buddy's”. they say it was already the most costly place to eat in. but for lipenyos whose php300 are not enough for 2, it's already good for 6. pizza+lumpiang sariwa+iced tea+ mango juices are enough to satisfy our hunger.
o btw, we went to kamay ni hesus, a grotto near the outskirts of lucban. it was amazing. breath-taking even. yea, we take pix! i saw this wishing well ,sort-of, thing and they say that if you sunk a coin and wished and prayed faithfully, it will surely come true: "sana po manalo and BULIK paper at kahit ISA man lang sa amin." i took a good aim and threw the coin, it bounced off. but not outwards but INWARDS, it went in, with just one try, it went in. i jumped for joy telling the girls nai-shoot ko! nai-shoot ko! they just have no idea.

dead air
2:13 p.m.
PEL-3A
we arrived only to wait for the awarding ceremonies at 4 pm (which, as expected) started at 5pm. i just love being a filipino, we have their own time. i killed the time playing the family computer fave's 'twinbee' and 'tennis' (i always finish at stage 2, tsk tsk). we bid farewell to ms. joan and in comes ms. nerisse. helo.

hakutin ~~niyo~~ natin
6:12 p.m.
SLPC
this was the best moment of all our stay in lucban. during the awarding for group competitions, our dear BULIK managed to garner places in ALL categories, which secures us to the ten best papers in CALABARZON-A. in news writing, we scraped a good 9th, sports, editorial and over-all lay-out got 8ths, and features got a neat 3rd. i salute migy and all the features staff for the good work on the issue.. we won!! har har. i was the one to climb up the stage in 4 of the awards. i did it because not only was i the only guy in the group, i was forced by ms. nerisse to come with her. after the awarding we met a man selling journalism books entitled "campus journalism 2005". ms. nerisse was interested in the book for she wanted to update the journalism books in DLSL, which were obsulete - all of them. she chatted w/ him for a while and we ended up realizing that the author "alex m. magsino" in the book was the same "alex m. magsino" which we recognized in his id. quite saddened, why does he, the author himself, needed to do this? on the other side, amazed for it was like seeing the book in the eyes of its creator. the contents were excellent and updated, yes, not obsulete. hehe. we asked him to sign the book and it said: "to BULIK, good luck at the NSPC! -alex m." astig talaga

2.3.06

antaray ni ms. nerisse
3:33 a.m.
PEL-3A
our morning usually starts with a abrupt start all because of the noisy clattering and chatting of our room mate shiznits. the usually talk loudly as if it was the middle of the day. loud voices waking you will surely piss you off. ms.poblete and ms. joan was unsuccessful in warding off danvic's (the gay guy) high-pitched voice. it was ms. nerisse, on the last day, who finally zipped those BSS mouths off.

BSS bunch: blah blah blah (loud voices, most prominently danvic's)
ms. nerisse: excuse me, please be more considerate
BSS bunch:...
danvic:... (gay-ish way)

during that times, i was half awake. i gave a weak smile to myself. although i only heard the "considerate" part. i knew that our brave adviser warded those noisy crowd away to allow us sleep soundly. hay. i love ya ma'am! btw. she has a blog on xanga but she's doesn't want to share it. anyone?

judgement day
11:09 a.m.
SLPC
we left PEL-3A. arrived at SLPC with the closing ceremony starting. my category was first on the roll, i didn't expect to win, and i didn't, it's ok. then mina's, where she won 2nd, then coi's, auder's, and krist's. they suffered the same fate as me, but we're cool. the reason i lost? poor content and NO slugline. sluglines are these first three lines you put at the beginning and encircle them. if it wasn't for that.. i don't know.

~~unang~~ huling hirit
12:10 n.n.
LUCBAN
before we completely leave lucban, we used up all our money to buy edible goods. breads, mikis, native stuff. then we left. bye lucban, i promise that one day, i'll return to you.. he he

big fish, little fish
2:01 p.m.
KAINAN SA PALAISDAAN - TAYABAS, QUEZON
the ceremony was enough to make our tummies growling again. to celebrate the victories of BULIK and carmina, we dined at Palaisdaan. a sanctuary for fishes. well not really, for they will be eaten anyway. the place was absolutely one-of-a-kind. we ate at this floating huts in the middle of a pond full of tilapias. we ate spare ribs+sinigang na hipon+ bbq chicken... mmm good

culture shocking lipa
5:20 p.m.
HLS - DLSL
it seemed to us that we were in a new world again. tricycles and jeeps are no longer huge. no canals provide gushing waters straight from a mountain. the fastfood restos are here to stay. and once again i can see pollution. yep, back in lipa. it seemed so weird to go back to a place a week-ago i just left. it seemed also like a year to me. i met up with james and kaycee in his wake (and k-ann too). i also saw darlene and raemart. then pao.. a little later, polin, trish and daughter vernix. i was home, back to 44.

thank you, alma mater, for giving me a chance to venture out to the wonders of lucban. though i did not won the gold for you, you taught me that winning only comes second to what learning outside the 4-cornered classroom can give.

thank you, mina, krist, audrey, coi, ms. nerisse, ms. joan, ms. poblete for being there with me to experience a once-in-a-lifetime event. although you often made api-apihan to me, esp. coi, ms. noemi and krist. you made me realize how wonderful you lot are and gave me a very good reason to cherish those moments and you guys for a lifetime.

thank you, danvic, ryza, abegail, aleli, jon, miriam (who won 7th in sports), vera, ma'am roda (BSS adviser) for letting me know you all. we may not be that close, but you made my life in lucban a cool place to be.

thank you, GOD, for making me realize that life doesn't always intend you to win. sometimes, you have to face defeat to earn something more than the glory that can be gained from a medal.

to sum it all up, it’s like a press conference, simple, yet pretty tricky. but keep in mind, that in whatever you do in it, do not forget to put the slug lines of of your lives.

amen

pasensya

2006-01-28T07:12:00.000+08:00

sorry sa inyo

sa mga taong 'di ko nakakausap

sa mga taong AYAW kong kausapin

sa guro 'kong nawalan na ako ng respeto

ewan ko ba

to mina for i spilled coke all over her lap at mcdo
it did give us a laugh. check her blog out for the details... wehh

sorry ha

as for me? i'm still me, not that good but not too bad.. just the way i like it.

point.1
3RD QRT. GRADES
damn. my grades are slippin. actually i ~~don't~~ care. hindi naman mahalaga 'yan sa buhay e. no one's gonna ask you if you got low grades but, damn, REALLY. i was lowest in the class ranking this quarter. but it's okay. gonna be a wake up call to me.

point.2
SOC.SCI.
i just want to finish this subject. maybe, ma'am nhoeimz i right. just let her be and rather, try to excel in her subject. tingnan lang natin kung sinong mapapahiya in the end.

o, i hope she's not reading our blogs!

point.3
JANE EYRE
congrats to Pauleen! for doing an excellent job at our chapters 2 and 3. i'm sorry for i have not been of good help to you and ruby. pero da best talaga tayo!
keep up the good work alliance!

***
jane eyre
dracula
silas marner
animal farm
RANSOM OF RED CHIEF
the chronicles of narnia
pride and prejudice
tell-tale heart
a good man is hard to find
anne frank
mid summer night's dream

***the other guys...
ang maynila sa kuko ng liwanag
the turn of the screw
the wizard of oz

hay...

that's it. i'm gonna find some time next week to blog again.

p.s.: pray for us ha! we're competing next week. wish us luck! hehe

weirdo

2006-01-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

anggulo ng araw na ito

promise.

soc.sci.+drowsiness+~~sleep over~~

darn

i'm not angry 'bout it

just sad

darn

my family day

2006-01-15T21:10:00.000+08:00

hay. eto na ang glorious "esfinge" logo ng aming group sa filipino (matt+pao+jimmy+i) i've done it's lay-out for some 2-3 days. thanks avis for printing it ha!

ehem.

sunday... definitely it's family day. after some years, i have finally experienced a family day. hay

6:37a.m. - badly awaken by my ate bianx. ka-asar, gusto ko pang matulog

7:31a.m. - went to alitagtag church to attend mass. dad went with us. the homily was about kids, 'di ba pyesta ng sto. nino sa batangas city? hehe, avis... LOLx

9:14a.m. - got home, bummed around a little. ate breakfast. watched t.v. ahm.. animal planet ata

10:42a.m. - went to rob. ate has to buy some perfume of hers. ako naman, shoe polisher.. madumi na sapatos kow

1:09 p.m. - pizza hut! yey.. pizza supreme + fetuccine (sp?) + ice tea = burp LOL. the brotherly fued was raised there. i just shut myself up. was about to buy a bag from penshoppe. waaa! wala na! T_T

3:13p.m. - umuwi kami. did the stallion write ups. i did krist's, yvonne's, ana's, meg's, camyl's, pao's, aaron's, asawang madaine's, trixie's and chamie's.. katuwa.

4:45p.m. - took a snooze. zzz

6:30p.m - awaken by a familiar scent.. BBQ!! yey. went down to see what's up. barbeque! i lurve bbq! LOL.. food fest. aalis kasi si ama bukas

9:01p.m. - bloggin.

i give up

i don't want your attention

all i want is my independence

can't i live without you?

i once did

i could

i will

i can

i must

~~hate~~

you

helluva new year.

2006-01-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

it's "H.E.L.L." why? simply because it has been quite a while since i last posted. i even let the year pass without me greting it here in my blog so. here goes.

Happy new year to all!

Out goes 2005 and in comes 2006. and in the chinese calendar, it's the year of the DOG. ~~arf! arf!~~ no idea about it? let this fill you in:
year of the ~~freakin'~~ dog

1922|1934|1946|1958|1970|1982|1994|2006
people born in the year of the dog possess the best traits of human nature. they have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people's confidence because they know how to keep secrets. but dog-people are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. they care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. they can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. they can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. dog people make good leaders. they are compatible with those born in the years of the horse, tiger, and rabbit.

sounds like they're also the best bunch of BACKSTABBERS around to me. hehe.

...

just kidding

it's ~~just~~ another year for us.. darn. it's not an ordinary year after all. it's our darn gradution! we'll leave our dearest alma matter in less than two months. darn. may this year be a very eventful and ~~life-changing~~, but not quite.

Everything's beginning to jam themselves together.

and please agree with me

point 1. economics
we're doing kalakalang panlabas. it's fun, last saturday. jordan was at our house because we we're assigned in doing the reaction of filipinos on the ongoing 'imported' or should i say 'do nat bay' stuff. bah. btw, if you have been wondering what the hell am i talking about above, it's for our project which is this mini-booklet, i find it very ~~easy~~ to do, though. go migy

point 2. filipino
it's like bulik on a less challenging scale. darn. we had kabanta 16-18. i got a very tragic score of 22. aww. it's ok, ms. del was so kind to tell me that my grade in filipino got lower by more the 5 points. i knew it. it will be a miracle to have something like 88 for a 45/90 exam. i even think i'm the one who got 80. wtf

point 3. english
thesis. defence. ms. angie. recast. jane eyre. ~~period.~~
"i care for myself. the more solitary. the more friendless, the more unsustained i am, the more i respect myself."

--charlotte bronte (author), jane eyre

a very powerful and moving novel about how a woman searched for gender equality. we're having this so-called "amazingTHESISrace" all of the groups (we're grouped into 3's and some 4's) took sides just to make fun of the experience. of course we're the ones who piloted this race, along with our first allies (i'll state them later) and our archrivals - maynila sa kuko ng liwanag, manila in the claws of light. ugh

here are the list(sts) of the teams

ransom of red chief - first place by DEFAULT. go krist!

•alliances•
jane eyre-this is us. sneek-peek seen above. pauleen. ruby. arik.
dracula-the story about dracula. LOL. blood. mina. mykel. meg
silas marner-a great story. psychological approach sila. chamie. darl. lynette
animal farm-it primarily speaks of the communist politics in russia. audrey. angelica. who else?
mid-summer night's dream(sp?)-i think this is very enchanting. nice fantasy story. migi. matthew. madaine
a good man is hard to find-...ana. jian. jude. who else?
anne frank-the the frank~~furt~~ers. about little anne during the nazi days. trixie. camyl. who else?
2/3 the turn of the screw - new comers. switch sides. amabelle. aira
narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe-in movies na!. trish. and?
pride and prejudice-showing soon, i guess. raemart. and??

•~~mga kalaban~~ the others• (sigh.)
maynila sa kuko ng liwanag
1/3 the turn of the screw
the wizard of oz
-no comment-

p.s.
a tall tale heart-"self-claimed" TEAM AMPAO. the nuissance. LOL. joke. pao. aaron. jeanelle

that's it so far. whew.

point 4. cl
prayer service
group 7!
here are some of our suggested themes

Miracles: "S"o "H"oly "I"t "T"ouches
-or-
Hope: "S"ublime "L"ight of the "U"ndying "Tomorrow"

please don't put some malice.

point 5. physics
Investigatory Project. grp 7.

~~mini MagLev~~
~~electricity free hair iron~~
~~radio bike~~

art physics. there. finally. migi's idea. hehe
btw. we're now on work (actually, done) and POWER. tsk tsk. 14/22 poor. LOL

point 6. ~~Bea~~computer
programming. uh, no comment

point 7. phys.ed.
athletics. we're the first group to facilitate. we'll see

point 8. electronics
soldering things. it's fun. camyl like's this too. LOL

point 9. trigo
the ONLY subject where we can take a breather. except me, i'm a little confused with all that functions. wtf

there..

Looming graduation

like what i have said. graduation is near. i ~~don't~~ want to graduate for i want to move into a new level. although this means good-bye. it is NOT farewell. get it? i don't too. simply, it's not the end. i may not see some of you guys for some time. don't be sad. rather be proud. you have met me, jowk. you've earned a place in my hart. aww

Look at ~~you~~ me arik

in the past posts. you might have noticed my pessimistic(sp?) view in life.
i was ~~right~~ WRONG

i'm blaming myself for everything. i must not though. everything happens for a reason, and i will try to believe in that. sorry for all those i have offended. bear in mind that i'm one of those typical adolescent that does nothing but rant all day. sorry for my bro, you this. i'm apologizing for the last time. i don't want to bother you, accept me if you wish, reject me if you must. "you're running after something that you'll never kill". kapatid, keep that in mind.

i told you it was HELL!

before i end this post i want to say sorry (again) for wasting your internet in reading. i hope you find it worthwhile though. thanks again.

rock on!

loud whispers

2005-12-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

the year of the dog is looming in
i can't see why look forward to it?
ha~ i just can't understand

or rather, i don't want to understand

aron2784: blah blah
mina_reyes18 : we all can't fit in at some point in our lives.
mina_reyes18 : asa what a girl wants un
mina_reyes18 : don't try to fit in, when you're born to standout

i agree, i was telling mina that i'm having problems here. there, got the answer

btw. i kinda did a trip back to my childhood days.. i was good in piko after all. funny how life seems to fool you into doing things you never thought you will do again.

a song for my ~~weird~~ mood?
it would be thank you for the venom - my chem. romance
(p.s. thanks owdri for the x-mas gift - trully(sp?) appreciated)

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal/ And you never had a chance/Love it, or leave it, you can't understand/A pretty face, but you do so carry on,/and on,/and on//I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me/I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,/and on,/and on,/and on//Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door/What's life like, bleeding on the floor,/the floor,/the floor//You'll never make me leave/I wear this on my sleeve/Give me a reason to believe
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Preach all you want but who's gonna save me?/I keep a gun on the book you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load/Black is the/kiss, the touch of the serpent son/It ain't the mark or the scar/that makes you one,/and one, /and one,/and one

You'll never make me leave/I wear this on my sleeve/You wanna follow something/Give me a better cause to lead/Just give me what I need/Give me a reason to believe

you can't etch me out.. remember that.

halleluyah. LOCK AND LOAD!

salamat

2005-12-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

a whole lot of thanks:

-to God for sending His only Son to save humanity
-to my family, though i'm beggining to HATE you, don't forget that i will always LOVE you
-to her, for understanding me and always pushing me to focus on my studies and extra-curriculars. if it wasn't for her, it would be very hard
-to my buddies, always there to back me up and with all my stupidy, may they find the wisdom and faith to continue their good and noble deed
-to my ym friends, only monitors and modems can separate us. but keep in mind that our treasured emoticons will leave the bonds in our hearts that will last a life time

christmas is something that i awaited to come, but i did not expect this to be like this. it was as if i'm kidding myself

i can't be

i can't kid myself anymore

damn

~~merry~~ christmas guys.

hiatus daw

2005-12-24T07:53:00.000+08:00

ahm... so i'm back from a very informal haitus... i did not even bother to put the old site down (http://paroxysme.blogspot.com) so i owe an apoligy to my avid readers... ahehe very rita skeeterish of my to say that... LOL
anyway... isang maligayang pasko sa inyong lahat and i want to thank the people i recently talked to and helped me...
1.)camyl-ang gumawa ng lei-out ko thanks for everythin and also for making my site!! heaven knows that i'm not a good lay-out designer... and your magic here in my site is simply... rad!
2.)mykel and raemart-keepin' me updated of all the things that are happining in there.. kapag bakasyon kasi ay malayo ako sa sibilisasyon as i always say.. hehe.. kahit nakaka-ilang BPD/BPS/BPS per S kayo...
3.)avis-sister ko hehe... she's been keeping me company since xmasvac began. it's quite mutual 'coz we take refugee in each other kapag ina-isolate namin yung mga sarili namin sa bahay and i found that very kewl... ehehe lol
4.)mina-bulikster! ahehe... she's been there too together with me during the midnight runs which i pay tomorrow by suffering eye bags... (they're getting darker, you know)
5.)sa inyong lahat-for inspiring mo to go on through life... hehe suicidal?!?! di naman... masakit lang talaga ang ulo ko and i don't want to continue baka may magtampo... ehehe

i made my entry quite, as i expect it to look like, formal since i missed blogging so much. the new year is fast approaching... same is true with my graduation which i am trully looking forward. about the lay-out's skin? maybe it was the song in my ym status when i asked camyl to do one for me..

stellarster: ano bang gusto mong theme?
aron2784: ahm... black, parang haunted house

that should explain it

another thing... MERRY CHRISTMAS! keep in mind that recieving is WAY BETTER than giving.. specially when financial assistance is very hard to scrape from the money tree.. hehehe... but christmas must be observed more on jesus-is-born approach than hehe-manungod-ako-ng-ninong-:devilgrin: approach.

daphne's here yesterday... i filled her up with some of the happenings here in our school. she will be here until the 26th only (aww...) but will return next year (january 5-9) since wala pa siyang klase

well that wraps up my first entry.. i'll just update you more after xmas!!

see ya!

2005-12-22T11:05:00.000+08:00

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